The reading “King of the Ball” shows a side of Linus that is interesting to read about. Kind of Uncomfortable. Here’s someone who just wanted to solve a technical problem, and suddenly he is being asked unnecessary questions in public and at press conferences. The growing pains Linus faced weren’t really about the technology. The real challenge was dealing with people treating him like some kind of king/prophet when all he wanted was to write good code and get feedback. The “I am your God” incident at the Red Hat conference is the perfect example. It was clearly a joke to deflect the embarrassment of a standing ovation, but people dissected those four words and blew it out of proportion. The pressure to always say the right thing can be exhausting.
What struck me the most was how Linus handled success by basically refusing to play the game. He wouldn’t return phone calls, he would let his voicemail fill up. And he made receptionists deal with the journalists that were reaching out to him. That sounds horrible to deal with at first. It makes sense as to why he did this. He wasn’t trying to be rude, he was just protecting the thing that matters the most to him, his time and his work. It’s not about the fame or recognition for Linus. It is about the responsibility to the people using his software. That’s a completely different definition of success than what companies/people think in Silicon Valley.
Honestly, reading about Linus’s work-life balance issues hit me differently. This capstone project has completely taken over my life. I’ll go for hours where the only people I see are my teammates, and I barely have time to talk to friends at the gym or at dinner. It’s like the project demands every spare moment I have, and before you know it, you’ve become that person who cancels plans because “I really need to finish this motor control code.” This becomes even worse when exam season comes along. When I lock in for a big test, I basically disappear. I’ll hole up in the library or fitpatrick hall for multiple hours, barely eating, just grinding through lectures and practice problems/review material. My friends joke that I go into hibernation mode, but it’s honestly kind of unhealthy. I skip meals, my sleep schedule gets destroyed, and I become a zombie focused on one single thing. It’s effective for the exam, but the cost is pretty high. Reading about Linus rolling out of bed to check email and never leaving his apartment makes me realize this pattern isn’t unique, it’s something engineers fall into when they’re obsessed with solving a problem.
Linux’s success seems like a mix of both the bizarre model and the fortunate circumstances. Yes, the open development model was powerful, where thousands of hackers contributed to creating something better than any closed team could have built. But Linus was also in the right place at the right time. The internet was taking off, people needed a free OS, and there were a lot of restrictions with other OS. If he had started five years earlier or later, would it have worked? As for another success story as big as Linux, the conditions that made Linus possible, the timing, the community, Linus’s specific approach. Overall they are hard to replicate. We might see more successful open source projects but it will be rare and is very unlikely.