“A traveller! By my faith, you have great reason to be sad…to have seen much and to have nothing is to have rich eyes and poor hands.”

Now, look. I love Rosalind. Like, love Rosalind. Playing her is without a doubt a high point in my career – her dialogue is sparky, her relationships complex, she is incredibly, fallibly, human, and my daily ritual of deciding which element of her story to bring my focus to on each particular show is one I always look forward to.
I do not always agree with her.
For example – in Act III, whilst waiting for Orlando to show up for his wooing lesson, she’s telling Celia about how she ran into her father in the forest – her banished father she hasn’t seen since he was callously driven out of his home and rightful dukedom by her uncle, and whom she knows has been living in the forest but has had no clue of his condition beyond the rumours she’s been desperately seeking out at court. After describing to Celia how her own father
didn’t recognise her in her disguise as Ganymede during their long-awaited reunion, Rosalind then brushes all of that significance off by asking Celia, “what talk we of fathers when there is such a man as Orlando?”.
Girl.
Another point on which we disagree is her view on travel. She scolds Jaques, telling him that he has “sold his lands to see other men’s” and that that is the reason why he’s so miserable all the time. She is, notably, neglecting the fact that she herself isn’t exactly on home turf in the unfamiliar landscape of Arden
pretending to be a shepherd boy, but that’s neither here nor there. I count myself incredibly lucky that the acting jobs I’ve taken in the last year have all had an element of adventure about them, and a brilliant group of cast mates that have been willing to make the absolute most of those opportunities. Al has told me on a few occasions that I’ve ‘lived a lot of life’, and I’m glad to be among like minded company.
The last time we caught up, you found me holed up in a coffee shop in Arkansas. Our final days at Hendrix were joyous, made so largely by the wonderful team of students and faculty that worked incredibly hard to not only make the show so smooth but also to welcome us into their community. We’d been warned before our final show that we’d be partaking in a Hendrix theatre tradition once we were finished, which turned out to be an en-masse Hokey Cokey (and much discussion about how it varies on each side of the pond – they don’t even “ra-ra-ra”!) paired with perhaps the greatest chocolate chip cookies I’ve encountered in my storied biscuit-eating career, thanks to tech department head and all-round wonder woman Lauren. We went out for dinner with Antonio and Bridgette, our spectacular staff contacts for the week, with most of the student tech team in tow – our chilled post-show celebration quickly evolved into karaoke at the bar next door and me introducing anybody who would listen to me to the wonderful world of mezcal picklebacks. I’d foolishly confided that I regretted not doing karaoke at White Water Tavern when we’d gone earlier that week, and found myself suddenly having to put my money where my mouth was. We all gave it a go bar Benjy, who was otherwise engaged in a pool tournament with the locals as well as being an incredible hype man whenever one of us did get up, and I am once again reminded writing this of how grateful I am to have a team that takes “work hard, play hard” to a level all our own.
We’d planned a hike for our Sunday off which, as I’m sure you can imagine based on the previous evening’s antics, was maybe not the wisest move in terms of self-care. Petit Jean State Park was among our most popular recommendations when we asked the locals what we should check out, and so we piled into the cars to make a valiant effort to make it to the waterfall there.
Summer in this part of the country must be beautiful, but there is something unique about seeing it in snow, in a quieter season where everything feels stiller as it begins to come back to life after winter – much mirrored by each of us emerging from our varying levels of alcohol-induced mental debilitation with each lungful of mountain air inhaled and icy rock successful navigated. That evening, we retreated to the Mexican restaurant within spitting distance of our hotel to watch the Superbowl over vats of tortilla chips. As hangover cures go, I can recommend a day like this one.

You currently find me on the Metro back to Winchester, Virginia after venturing out for a solo Sunday in D.C. to end our week working at Shenandoah University. I have 20,000 steps and a very poor night’s sleep under my belt, so I’m a shell of a woman, but there was no way we were going to be this close to the capitol of this great nation without me seeing what it was all about. It’s overwhelming, really, just how much ground we all want to cover during our time in each location. Any spare moments we could snatch between classes and shows this week have been spent exploring high and low – over state lines,
across civil war battlefields, to historic houses turned wineries, even into living rooms on one occasion. One of our wonderful professors for the week, Valerie, invited us over for pizza and bluegrass music; she and her husband open their home to local musicians every Wednesday night to jam, and they were kind
enough to let us sit in after our tech rehearsal. I’m a huge music obsessive, and seeing these people who may have only met that evening passing melodies around like it’s second nature was a truly special thing that I think it’s safe to say we were all moved by. Other excursions included a day out to Harpers Ferry, planned meticulously by our resident historian, Jo; we drove over the border into West Virginia blasting John Denver’s Country Roads, looking at the actual Blue Ridge Mountains on our way to the Shenandoah River. A bucket-list item that I didn’t know I needed. We climbed to Jefferson’s Rock, so named because the man himself proclaimed it as a view worth crossing the ocean for – I can see his point – before hiking a small section of the Appalachian trail, crossing a bridge that took us over two rivers and into our third state of the day, Maryland. This was all before noon, as the afternoon was designated for carrying on to Antietam, site of the bloodiest single-day battle in American history. It’s a sobering thing, looking out over a view that was the last thing so many people saw before they died – I don’t know if I anything I could write can do justice to a feeling like that.
It was a quieter week on the workshop front – for all we had four shows, we only had five workshops to plan for, and we decided that it would be a perfect opportunity to double up and work with each other on the sessions we had on the roster. Sam and I teamed up for Acting Fundamentals, and I shared a workshop with the student-run Shakespeare society with Jo. It’s always incredibly rewarding applying the actor’s toolkit to a study that may not necessarily seem like an obvious choice to utilise it in – for example, Benjy and I went into a class last week entitled “Writing In Response to Art”, and were thrilled at how willingly the students dove head first into work that may feel alien or daunting – but the enthusiasm that theatre kids have for the work we do is, as always, potently galvanising. Shenandoah is a conservatory school, and boasts a staggeringly well-equipped theatre department and students with a real appetite for as any styles and perspectives on performance as are to be had. Sam and I put them through their paces in terms of where to begin with building a character’s physicality and making bold, committed choices, and Jo and I ran a crash-course on navigating prose and multi-roling. I was incredibly nervous as to the workshop element to this job however it’s consistently been one of the parts I’ve looked forward to each week, especially when coupled with the chance to work with these brilliant, intelligent people beyond the world of the play we’ve made (but don’t tell them I said that, I don’t want to massage their egos.)

It’s our second week performing in thrust, and we dedicated time back in Hendrix to reshaping the performance to accommodate the audience we now find surrounding us. For all that work carried over well to Shenandoah and meant we didn’t have to re-stage again, none of us are willing to entirely leave the director’s chair; the show is very much still malleable, still subject to our curiosities and refusal to settle for ‘serviceable’. Sam and I checked back in with the love story between Rosalind and Orlando as we both felt it was losing a bit of its lustre, and Benjy and Sam have been workshopping the scene between Touchstone and William as both feel there’s some missing element to it –
considering I have to make a concerted effort not to corpse in that scene every show I may be inclined to disagree, but far be it from me to quash the creative process. Al has been opening ‘all the world’s a stage’ out to cast different audiences members as each stage of life, and it’s a dream to watch the journey that he takes the speech on every night. It’s a reminder that for all we keep a close eye on the play internally, we have to check in with our audiences, too; what’s landing? What may they be missing? How do we keep them from the opinion that Shakespeare is fusty and irrelevant and hard to understand? There are some elements that can’t quite be avoided – for example, a crowd always seems a little stunned when we go into the jig that ends the play – however it’s a rewarding feeling to hear the crowd respond well to a moment we may have felt was a little sticky or circled back to rework. Our final show in Shenandoah was one of my favourites we’ve done so far; it felt like a real balancing act between the things we’d revisited and a receptive, eager audience, mostly made up of students who were spending their Valentine’s Day evening with us. That level of engagement from a younger crowd is exactly why I love classical work – it’s the words, exactly as they were said all those hundreds of years ago, but ringing with fresh meaning and perspective. I got a little emotional during our final curtain call – it’s this kind of show that made me fall in love with acting and Shakespeare, and maybe (just maybe) we’ll be that for somebody else.

Somehow, tomorrow we head to Austin to commence our final week in the States – I’m firmly planting myself in denial for the time being, as I am far from ready to be finished with this work or this adventure. We already have a to-do list as long as all ten of our arms put together, each of us pulling the other four towards a restaurant, a live music venue, a sports event, a hike. I’ll be going home a more experienced woman than when I left, and I’ll be all the more richer in so many ways because of it. I hate to disagree with my character, however on this one occasion I think I have to put my foot down.