Blog Post #6: Themes, Threads, and Thoughts

Hello again! I am officially back in the United States and am still a little jet lagged from all the travel. One of the benefits of my extensive layovers and long flights, though, was that I had quite a bit of time to reflect on my experience studying and living in France. In some ways, my last blog post covered some of the deeper thoughts and take-aways I have had, but I thought here I would share a list of other reflections from my time in Grenoble. 

  • Learning a language is a humbling experience that requires a high degree of patience and embracing the unknown. My pride definitely took a hit each time I attempted to ask new questions and engage in conversation with native French speakers. But those were of course the times my language skills developed the most. 
  • Words are one of so many ways we can communicate meaning. Oftentimes, when I struggled to understand what my instructor or a stranger was trying to say to me, I relied on their body language, gesturing, and the context of the conversation. This is helpful for me to remember as I continue trying to work as a teacher myself.
  • Stereotypes often go both ways and it usually takes getting to know people on an individual basis to break them. Most people appear to have a bias towards their homeland and way of life, and I found it usually takes friendship and/or deep conversation to question negative assumptions about others’. 
  • “Culture” is a hard word to define in the twenty-first century West. Discerning the line between French and American culture is difficult when Burger King, Hollywood movies, L’Oreal, Michelin, and many other American and French companies/productions have a good deal of influence in both places (and around the globe). Getting to know a smaller Catholic community of French mountain-lovers helped me remember that it is neither possible nor productive to label a nation as all one thing or another. In France as in the United States, there are so many layers to and of community; whether it be a mountain range or national park, a dialect or a tradition, a religion or a football team, the Constitution or national history, there are also myriad sources of identity in both places. It was neat for me to see bluntly that even thousands of miles and a language barrier does not take away this reality.

These are just some of the many thoughts I have had upon returning home. I look forward to continuing to reflect on my experience in the years ahead––both at Notre Dame and back in France. Thank you so much to anyone who took the time to read any of my posts this summer!

Blog Post #5: Analyzing Cultural Dimensions

Salut, tout le monde! I cannot believe how much time has already passed since I arrived in Grenoble over three weeks ago. I am excited to say that my French is improving quite a bit (though I still have a long way to go before I am fluent), and I have already developed relationships with individuals that I look forward to cultivating in the coming years. This is not to mention that I have fallen in love with the French Alps and familiarized myself a good deal with the surrounding landscape. Aside from developing my language proficiency, these were two of my biggest goals, and I am feeling quite fortunate that they are ones that I have been lucky enough to reach.

There are several similarities and differences that I have observed between French and American culture, and it is difficult for me to choose which to focus on in this post. Given my own interests, I thought I would spend this post sharing some thoughts on the way French individuals approach mountain sports in ways similar to and different from Americans. This appears to me as one among many useful lenses to understand broader cultural attitudes. From conversations with museum staff (specifically, an active member of the French mountain troop), fellow hikers, hut keepers and climbers at alpine refuges, and people I have met through class and around the city, I have heard first hand that the mountains (and outdoors, in general) are by and large beloved here and a major source of national, local, and individual pride. I have observed this first hand, too. On my commute to school each day, I see hundreds of people biking up the hills adjacent to town. And on the weekends, I encounter hundreds of people at alpine huts and/or on the trail to them. Reading trail signs, alpine magazines, and advertisements around town, it is clear that the mountains feature heavily in political, cultural, and even religious discourse in Grenoble.

It is this last part that I am most interested in and hope to further explore for the rest of the summer and back at Notre Dame. On the one hand, almost all of the churches that I have visited and/or attended mass at feature mountains in their bulletins or publicize hiking clubs for the spiritual development of young adults. On the other, the mountains appear to take on spiritual meaning for a lot of people here that not only supplements but also replaces attending church. I have found a strong (albeit small) Catholic community where I am living, but most people my age seem to recreate outside instead of church on Sundays.

I actually had the chance to visit Chamonix, France this past weekend and witnessed a scene that embodied this reality. During and after mass at the Paroisse Saint Bernard du Mont-Blanc, I could hear the cheers and announcements from the Mont Blanc trail marathon occurring in the streets outside as I listened to the liturgy of the mass. Almost all of the people in mass with me were over age 40, whereas the people outside cheering for and running in the race were predominantly around my age. Surely, some of them have their own religious affiliation (and perhaps were even Catholic), but I thought the scene was a symbolic and interesting one. It also reminded me just how complicated the search for higher meaning can be.

As the bells from the Church blended with the bells from the race and the priest stood 20 feet away as competitors crossed the finish line, I found myself reflecting on the mystery of my faith as well as the mystery of my passion for running in the mountains. It is still quite a bit beyond me why I (and thousands of other individuals) enjoy spending all day pushing our bodies climbing up and running down thousands of feet; and it is still very much a mystery how God makes himself present to each of us in the Eucharist. But the reality of both, I think, is telling. Just like in the States, there are a bunch of different people in France who hold a bunch of different beliefs and search for truth in a variety of different ways. Some share the zeal for the mountains that I have observed in Grenoble and Chamonix. Some hold religious convictions that lead them to devote more of their time to worship in church, the mosque, or the temple. Still others––myself included––combine the two. In short, it is complicated! One thing seems clear, though: in the mountains or elsewhere, Catholic or not, people in both France and the United States appear to share a common desire to seek meaning and explore the mystery of this life. 

In this sense and others, I have been struck by the similarities between France and the United States. The zealous outdoor and eco-friendly culture reminds me of several of the communities I have lived in in the Rocky Mountain West. Importantly, too, getting to know and be a part of the Catholic community here reminds me that even language differences cannot separate those who share the same faith. 

I also have a lot more questions about the cultural dimensions of both countries. For example, whose perspectives are and are not being reflected in the Hofstede scores? How was the data gathered and what biases were implicit in that process? I am excited to learn more about this going forward.

Blog Post #3 – Reconciling New Perspectives

It is hard to reflect on the past week or so because quite a bit has happened since I last wrote. In addition to getting to know my classmates, the family I am staying with, and the city of Grenoble a lot better, I have also had the opportunity to have a number of conversations with French hikers, climbers, and skiers on trails and in alpine huts. I thought I would reflect on one particularly memorable one, when I had the chance to talk with a couple about their perceptions of Americans. Some were more surprising than others.

I met the woman and man––both around age 30––while staying a night at the Refuge des 7 Laux, a beautiful mountain cabin in the Belledone Range (see picture below!). Practically no one at the hut spoke English, so the experience was both good practice and at times a little difficult. After eating soup and talking a little about our hometowns and our respective passion for mountain sports and landscapes, we decided to try to play a card game together. I took advantage of this opportunity to ask them some informal questions about their perspectives of Americans and they shared some brief remarks. There were a few themes that stuck out from their comments. Overall, both the woman and the man were very kind and mainly just answered my questions with questions. They were curious about what it was like to live in the U.S. and how the customs compared to those in France. Specifically, they seemed to assume that gender roles were a little more rigid in the states than they are in France. They also made occasional jokes about the “loudness” of American culture and individuals. Unless I misunderstood, neither of them had been to the states but had gathered their impressions predominately from popular media and news. Sadly, I couldn’t help but agree with some of their impressions, but I also think sometimes the loudest voices in a place do not necessarily represent the bulk of the people. I think they very much understood this, too. Most of all, after all, they were interested in hearing more about American mountains.

I still wonder to what extent the language barrier prevented me from understanding all it was this couple was trying to communicate. But maybe more interestingly, I wonder if sharing conversation at an alpine hut where we could easily connect over our shared love of the mountains made it easier for us to focus on our curiosities and commonalities rather than differences. 

One of the main reasons I wanted to study French in Grenoble was its proximity to the mountains (and the chance to familiarize myself with French alpine culture), and this experience was just one among many I have had that make me feel grateful I have done so. I look forward to sharing more about my experience soon!

Post #2: Critical Incidents So Far

Hello from Grenoble! It is a beautiful day here, and I was lucky to go on a run this morning to see the sun rise above the valley and mountains. I have attached a photo below 😀. Today was the first day of my course and also the first day I have begun to settle into the rhythm of living here. I think this is probably natural, but on my trip to and since arriving in France, I have experienced a lot of mixed feelings: I have felt like an imposter because of my lack of fluency in French and unfamiliarity with Grenoble; I have felt lots of excitement about learning a new language, exploring the mountains here, and getting to know the family whose home I am living at; and I have felt eager to grow as much as I can from this adventure. I have also already had the chance to interact with several French-speaking people, and I thought I would reflect on one particularly memorable one here.

On my trip from Lyon to Grenoble, I stopped in a town to get food at a small eatery. The place was practically empty except for one group that looked like a family. Maybe because of jet-lag or maybe just because of my poor French skills, I stumbled over my words when ordering my food and drink at the register and could not understand several of the things the barista was saying to me. I already felt like a total idiot, but this feeling heightened when I looked over at the people nearby and saw them staring, whispering to each other, and laughing a little. On the one hand, I found the situation funny, too, and was able to laugh at myself. On the other, though, I was embarrassed, offended, and struck by a rather blunt sense that I did not belong here.

In reflecting on the encounter––and considering some of what we have learned so far––I have come to see the experience in a slightly different way. For one, the family sitting at the eatery likely meant nothing. It might be unusual for them to encounter people who do not speak French; not to mention, it is possible they were laughing about something completely unrelated to me. More so, just as they may have made some initial––and in many ways, fair––judgments of me (perhaps that I am ignorant and/or an outsider), I certainly judged thier expressions without knowing anything about their background. I hope to use this experience to keep growing in humility, to motivate my French-language learning, and to work on not making assumptions about people’s actions and expressions!